For you, whoever you are

A lot of people are hurting. A lot are lost. I don't know why people die, whether it's suicide, heart attack or by the flu. But I do know, that it never gets easy. That person is forever missed, and always remembered by their death. That's why it's so hard to see pictures of my dad, because I want so much for that picture to be reality, and for him to pop out and be here. I know that will never happen again, he will never be here. He will forever be a memory that I think of and struggle with for the rest of my life. And sometimes, that's not comforting. Sometimes I want to crawl in a ball and never leave because I never want to have to deal with things that are real and very much important. Don't hide what you're feeling. I know allot of people who have lost someone recently and it's bringing everything back for me. I don't know why God puts death on us, and why right now it's happening so much around me but I pray that those of you who have lost someone either now or ever, trust in something. Give everything to Christ, because He is the only one who gives healing, rest and peace in the bulk. Everyone needs a little rest. Life, even when it gets you down, hope will turn it all around. But love is the greatest of these. Everyone needs a little.